Work is so boring. But big announcement. I am plannin on recording everyone of kusumis singles i am excited Lol i cant wait.

So sick am i

There is a fire in the sky

Sigh college is very lonely sometimes

Naichao kamo naichao kamo

I hate fightin

Ugh college is gay sometimes

Nursing advisement fun!

Got a ninety on my mid term

Walkin home alone is scary.

Think i gotta b i hope so

Oh my god midterm now x3

Hanging out with zebs family. So cool i love his mom

My first entry from my phone cool

I have finally figured out.....

how to post with my phone. ^^ I wont be able to post pictures unless someone buys me a Camera phone....>.> however now I can post anytime whoo

Sigh it's been awhile ;.;

Sorry I know to anyone who is reading that I have not post in a long time and I am sorry. ._....

Let's see. PikoAshy is all signed up for school.

She Has anatomy and JAPANESE!!! I may actually be able to start and ameba blog someday. >.< They have way more cute emocons so i cant wait

Ashy has not recorded in a long time because I am feeling so very self concious. It seems that no matter how hard I practice it is never enough and my dances always fall flat.....

Also, Ashy did a stupid thing today....I overdrew my bank account....by a lot.....EEK
I hope it will be ok. but probably not.....:sigh:

RAWR

isn't music universal. Apparently it is insulting to a culture to dance to a song. on my youtube I danced to 2ne1 "fire" and now some guy has the nerve to say it's insulting to dance to it because I am not korean? That's like saying that it's insulting to america to have anyone who isn't american sing or dance to our songs.

:sigh: I just got home from work And Boy am I pooped -.- TEN HOURS. What I don't understand is what kind of crazy shift is twelve to ten O.o why not six to six or something like that....I had to drive home at ten at night by myself it was so scary :(

And tomorrow I have to do the same again...my work is not at all close....I'm too young for this I need to not drive so far. Hopefully starting next week i'll be a little closer.

okies so even though zebb is unemployed at the moment and I should be freaking out...i'm actually pretty ok....He has two job inteviews tomorrow so I know he will be ok. He has charisma and is great with people as long as he smiles that smile I know everyone will just warm up to him.

My grandma is in the hospital right now it's really scary....

Bad Day....

My first blog entry has to begin with a sad day...

Zeb has been let go. Not fired but in this economy I guess it was bound to happen. Ya know what's funny though i am in love with a man who is crazy about politics and debating about them and yet i am completely ignorant to politics and economics. Zeb is almost obsessed with conspiracy theories. I think i really am just an air head I feel like such a little kid whenever I hear people talking about Obama or the economy, maybe I'll take a class in college to better expand my understanding of it all.

Also, ma and pa are officially divorcing...It's all so crazy I should be more broken up about it but I guess i saw coming for so many years that it doesn't faze me as it should. I'm sad because my dad is sad. my mom doesn't seem sad at all and that makes me angry. It makes me angry because I think maybe my mom was never happy. One night She had a really strong coffee and just went crazy saying maybe she never wanted to be a wife or mother. Ever since then I believe my mom has been living a lie all this time. I don't want to judge my mom I mean she has had a hard life but...I cant help but be mad at her for all this. My dad and I are exactly the same we both are too sensitive so I guess that's why he talks to me about this stuff the most and confides in me so much.

:Sigh: I really don't want this whole entry to be so depressing. So let's see my new job is fine much like the old one same company different location. I really wanna start working at a hospital or maybe volunteer at one. Get my foot in the door ya know? Our apartment is beautiful and I really enjoy living here on my own almost independently so I really hope it doesn't end.

I'll leave off with a wish that everything will turn around...my mom would always say think positive but I don't think she took her own advice so I will try and take it for her and think as positively as I can. I am full of stress and worry but Zeb is calm and happy So I hope we can balance ourselves out and pull through. I know we will be alright.